September Blues

September has arrived once again, bringing hints of fall and the beginning of a new school year. I often wonder why it always feel like summer is never long enough... I think today is the worst of it. If I can make it through this day, I can make it through this week. If I can make it through this week, I can make it through this month. I'm just trying not to think too much today. Matt and Grant left this morning. I went to the airport (after much internal debate) to see Grant off. I'm still not terribly sure that it was the best idea... I'm glad that I got to see him again before he left, but I'm not the best when it comes to goodbyes. Emotionally, I'm pretty much in turmoil right now. I haven't cried this much in a very long time. Love is such a funny thing. It can make you feel better than anything and it can make you feel worse than anything. This is a worse-than-anything moment for me :) Funny to put a smile there, I know, but it's my mild attempt at humour. Good news though! I'm one day closer to school being over! That's the eternal optimism there. Guess I'm not as out of it as I thought... ;)